To My Future Wife:

I have died everyday waiting for you. Darling don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years, I'll love you for a thousand more. And all along I believed I would find you! Time has brought your heart to me. I have loved you for a thousand years and I'll love you for a thousand more! :)

Thanks to My Heavenly Father

I want to take this time with it being Fathers day soon and all to thank my Heavenly Father for all the comfort he's given me throughout my life. I want to thank him for all the experiences that I've experience in my life for I have grown and learned from each of them. Whether they were good or bad. I know that if I put my trust in Him, He will help me guide my life through the path of righteousness. As I've began to prepare to serve my mission I have become extremely grateful for His love and His teachings. Life's hard and without God, we are nothing. We need His help daily because with trust in God anything is possible. If you haven't put your trust in God lately, I challenge you to do so. Yes, you whoever is reading this. Put your trust in God and I promise you that your life will be change completely and life will be more easy and less stressful or if you trust in Him everything will fall into place. Trust me you won't ever regret it.

Goodbye My Lover

A break up is a break up. I know this one was for the good for there are responsibilities and things to take care of but that doesn't mean that I'm not sad or depressed about it. It's extremely hard falling in love with someone and then totally have to forget about them. But they're feelings change, you suddenly become just another to them and sometimes to be honest it happens fast and they forget about you. Well for me it's different. This time is different. I fell in love. I wanted to spend my whole rest of my life with this girl. She is the one. And I know I need to leave for two years and it's cuz I want to and my desire to serve is strong but my biggest fear is to not be with that girl forever cuz to me marriage sounds scary and freighting with any other person but her but it's time to face the truth that most likely she will be married in the time I'm gone. She's so amazing and guys will see that. She'll come to like people better looking and more amazing than I am. And all that scares me cuz I really love this girl. But i have a feeling she will soon forget about me and will not miss me or remember me. I guess i just have to deal with it. I guess. Anyways. I'm sorry for this depressed post but I really needed to vent. :(